Kenang 1 Tahun Meninggalnya Sang Ayah, Tasya Kamila Tuliskan Kalimat Panjang Penuh Haru

I took a glimpse on my phone besides me. There were missed calls, and a text from my mom. I opened it... I froze and stared at what she had written.

It was only one line, one simple sentence; but I couldn't process that information, especially with the loud noise from the persistent bangs on the door.

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I walked to the door, opened it, and there my friend was. I still remember when she said "Tasya, your mom just called..." -- but that was all I heard.

She didn't really have to finish her sentence, because I came to realize that it really happened.

I lost my beloved father.

He passed away only five days after I held his hands when he took me to the airport. I never saw him again, I couldn't even attend his funeral.

Papa, I call your name in my prayers.

I miss you, I miss our discussions, I miss hearing out your ideas and annoy you by playing the devil's advocate.

I need you more than ever, I need your guidance.

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But I know that it's time to grow and rely on my own intuition, and pray for the best.

Nevertheless, I will always be your youngest baby who will forever miss your fatherly love and your wisdom.

Allahummagfirllahu warhamhu wa'aafihi wa'fu 'anhu, wa adkhil hul jannat," tulisnya.

"24 Maret 2017. Setahun yang lalu.
Saya baru saja menyelesaikan tugas kuliah saya, jadi ketika ibu saya menelepon saya jam 6 pagi, saya tidak menjawabnya.